Fearof Girls

This sorta ties into the whole Darkon post from a little while back. But, frankly, I have found great pleasure the past few weeks at the expense of people like this:

Wintersong

I love Beaner's. It's my home away from home. Or, maybe, my apartment is my home away from home...that original 'home' being none other than Beaner's. I dunno. Whatever. It's a great place. Great people. I might apply here if i don't land that job I'm hoping for at WebJed.

Sarah McLachlan came out with a Christmas album, Wintersong, ....it's amazing. She's amazing. Check out the album. Christmas music is the shtuff. Yes, the shtuff. So hook yourself up with it, yo. Peace-

bein nosey

so I was working today at the Mitchell Center for our local ABA Semi-Professional basketball team, the Southern Alabama Bounce. To be frank, they suck. But we have some fun at the games, though it is all, and by "all", I mean just that, at their expense. Why? ...cause they suck.

Well I did the floor cam tonight. Pretty fun. Get all up in the action. Well, I was zoomed all the way in when they start a drive in my direction. I was looking through the eyepiece whilst trying to zoom out and focus to get the play as it was coming closer. Right as I finally got the camera zoomed all the way out, it focuses on a big green jersey. Ends up it was a player of the opposing team barreling backwards towards me. Before I knew what was happening, I feel an elbow in my face, go flying back about 5-8 feet tripping over my cords and such, and hit my nose again (first time was included with that 'bow) with the eyepiece, which has jagged edges.

After recovering, it was pretty cool. My adrenaline was pumpin' and all, and everyone was like "OOOOO!!!!" So, it was pretty tight and all. Then I realize my left eye is tearing up horribly, making me realize also that my nose is throbbing. So I touch it to see if there is any blood. I was partially wrong. There was a lot of blood. The elbow caused internal bleeding which just mixed right in with the blood pouring out of the gash that the camera took out of the right side of my nose.

My nose is really sore. But, thankfully, I seriously doubt it's broke/fractured/cracked or any of that serious stuff. Just hurt. The first clip of this video makes me feel better, however...:

Stars

So I went across the street to a little park. There are no lights there. It's midnight here. Winter sky. Great combination.

It was, simply put, breathtaking. And saying that is truly finding the essence of what 'understatement' means. I haven't seen so many stars ever before.

When I look at the stars I see quite a few things. beauty. glory. awesomeness. God. Him being described by all those things. and, then, I see her.

It's pretty crazy stuff.



Amazing.

darkon

"everyone wants to be a hero...", yet all of these people aim to make that happen in a surreal, fantasy world. this is the trailer to an upcoming documentary about the sad sad lives that some people live. the least we can do is try to make up for the sadness by laughing at them. without further ado...

t-day

jeez, seems like this blog is all about traveling, eh? so, yea, i drove up to TN to see my family for t-day. we're celebrating (eating) tomorrow, however, due to my arrival being late in the evening. it was a decent drive, but exhaustive for some reason. yet i can't sleep. so i'm browsing blogger for other coolio blogs, lookin at some design studios and their portfolios, etc etc. i'm really gettin back into the whole design community again like i used to be. it's fun. i want to start jumpin into my creative side more often like i used to do. gonna have lots of opportunities, it seems, with the work that's potential right now with several various clients. anyways, hope everyones thanksgiving festivities were amazing at the least! good night to all, and, to all, a good night-

jb

Free Ride

04.70.06----
Road. Cars. speed. That wraps up the most of the day. Got up at 6 to get ready to embark on 10 hour trip to North Carolina. Nicce to be with Polly for so long! I love that girl so much...

Arrived at our hotel. Showered. Changed. Left. Worship was good, no doubt. Good musicianship, good spirit in it all. John Bevere spoke. Amazing speaker to say the least. God really spoke to me.

Went to eat at Chili's. It was ok. The dessert was good, but definitely not worth the money. Back to the hotel. Kyle told me like 100 stories about good ol' Ryan. Fun stuff. Now I'm going to sleep. Goodnight!
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04.08.06----
Today was cool. Needed more sleep though. That's for certain. Didn't get to see/be with Polly nearly as much as I'd have liked to, but that's ok because we're here for her to see family and me to meet them. Mission accomplishe. We'll have 10 hours in the car tomorrow anyways. =)

The worship service tonight was pretty cool. Some songs were great. Some were ehhhh. Good all in all though. Just took a long while. Then to...Chili's. Blah. Not very good, especially not on top of feeling kinda poop. Which got me to thinkin...feelings are so empty...mostly. They have no substance in themselves. They totally rely on personality, circumstances, and, ultimately, nothing more than chemicals. So, I need to start focusing on the facts, and, if the facts produce a "feeling", then great, if not, then oh well. But either way, no more circumstantially driven moods! I feel like stopping now. Buh-bye...
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04.09.06----
On the road all day. Fun. Watched The Other Sister. Great movie! I got to drive a good bit for Mr. Mark. I love being so close to my girlfriend's famil. I'm excited about being back home, but not for tonight cause I'm helping out Polly's group project by editing their video. I don't mind in one sense. But, because some of the situations at hand lately, I'm fighting myself about it. Not cool enough to hang w/ the highschool friends duirng something special, but useful enough to have aroudn when in time of need. But...you reap what you sow, right? So I'll keep loving Polly with all that I have and it will work out in due season. I've just gotta remember that..

Been a while

It's been a while since i have blogged (besides occasional posts on myspace). i used to do this thing all the time but just sorta got away from it. well i can't sleep tonight and wanted to do something real quick, so i decided to start trying to blog again because of talking about that sorta thing with a friend. he keeps up with blogs and stuff, and it got me to thinkin about starting it up again. so here i am. enjoy what is to come!