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04.70.06----
Road. Cars. speed. That wraps up the most of the day. Got up at 6 to get ready to embark on 10 hour trip to North Carolina. Nicce to be with Polly for so long! I love that girl so much...
Arrived at our hotel. Showered. Changed. Left. Worship was good, no doubt. Good musicianship, good spirit in it all. John Bevere spoke. Amazing speaker to say the least. God really spoke to me.
Went to eat at Chili's. It was ok. The dessert was good, but definitely not worth the money. Back to the hotel. Kyle told me like 100 stories about good ol' Ryan. Fun stuff. Now I'm going to sleep. Goodnight!
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04.08.06----
Today was cool. Needed more sleep though. That's for certain. Didn't get to see/be with Polly nearly as much as I'd have liked to, but that's ok because we're here for her to see family and me to meet them. Mission accomplishe. We'll have 10 hours in the car tomorrow anyways. =)
The worship service tonight was pretty cool. Some songs were great. Some were ehhhh. Good all in all though. Just took a long while. Then to...Chili's. Blah. Not very good, especially not on top of feeling kinda poop. Which got me to thinkin...feelings are so empty...mostly. They have no substance in themselves. They totally rely on personality, circumstances, and, ultimately, nothing more than chemicals. So, I need to start focusing on the facts, and, if the facts produce a "feeling", then great, if not, then oh well. But either way, no more circumstantially driven moods! I feel like stopping now. Buh-bye...
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04.09.06----
On the road all day. Fun. Watched The Other Sister. Great movie! I got to drive a good bit for Mr. Mark. I love being so close to my girlfriend's famil. I'm excited about being back home, but not for tonight cause I'm helping out Polly's group project by editing their video. I don't mind in one sense. But, because some of the situations at hand lately, I'm fighting myself about it. Not cool enough to hang w/ the highschool friends duirng something special, but useful enough to have aroudn when in time of need. But...you reap what you sow, right? So I'll keep loving Polly with all that I have and it will work out in due season. I've just gotta remember that..
Road. Cars. speed. That wraps up the most of the day. Got up at 6 to get ready to embark on 10 hour trip to North Carolina. Nicce to be with Polly for so long! I love that girl so much...
Arrived at our hotel. Showered. Changed. Left. Worship was good, no doubt. Good musicianship, good spirit in it all. John Bevere spoke. Amazing speaker to say the least. God really spoke to me.
Went to eat at Chili's. It was ok. The dessert was good, but definitely not worth the money. Back to the hotel. Kyle told me like 100 stories about good ol' Ryan. Fun stuff. Now I'm going to sleep. Goodnight!
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04.08.06----
Today was cool. Needed more sleep though. That's for certain. Didn't get to see/be with Polly nearly as much as I'd have liked to, but that's ok because we're here for her to see family and me to meet them. Mission accomplishe. We'll have 10 hours in the car tomorrow anyways. =)
The worship service tonight was pretty cool. Some songs were great. Some were ehhhh. Good all in all though. Just took a long while. Then to...Chili's. Blah. Not very good, especially not on top of feeling kinda poop. Which got me to thinkin...feelings are so empty...mostly. They have no substance in themselves. They totally rely on personality, circumstances, and, ultimately, nothing more than chemicals. So, I need to start focusing on the facts, and, if the facts produce a "feeling", then great, if not, then oh well. But either way, no more circumstantially driven moods! I feel like stopping now. Buh-bye...
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04.09.06----
On the road all day. Fun. Watched The Other Sister. Great movie! I got to drive a good bit for Mr. Mark. I love being so close to my girlfriend's famil. I'm excited about being back home, but not for tonight cause I'm helping out Polly's group project by editing their video. I don't mind in one sense. But, because some of the situations at hand lately, I'm fighting myself about it. Not cool enough to hang w/ the highschool friends duirng something special, but useful enough to have aroudn when in time of need. But...you reap what you sow, right? So I'll keep loving Polly with all that I have and it will work out in due season. I've just gotta remember that..
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